High Hopes.

People in general cannot be put into a single catagory, its impossible to classify them. Its something I noticed in general that "people" try so hard to be different that they forget that who they really are and get classified into some or the other thing. Please understand what I'm trying to say here. Life in its own is something very bland just like fried potatos which you can call "french fries" you need a good dose of friends (black pepper) family (salt) & most importantly love (ketchup). But its more of a personal experence then anything else. Love is the only vunerable part of me. The rest of the two things make me stable and give me strength. And something I also noticed that its really easy to meet new people now-a-days but its really hard to meet new people. And thats something because of with I am stuck in that state the bad time is not passing by its just evolving on into some or the other form and not getting away with me.

There is this girl, she is not so popular because of somethings that she does. I saved her from this guy who was sucking the life's blood out of her. Its obvious she is not happy as she calls me when she is with him. We got together even though of her reputation. I lost a lot of friends because of that. She never listened to me and blamed that I was being too possesive. And for a stupid reason we broke up. It was nothing that serious, I intended to get back but she drifted away. And ended up with someone. And now after everything has been said and done with that guy and that relation is over. She comes to me and says she wants to be my friend? I can see it in her eyes. I can see the love. But somehow the shame of what she did. And I can always say "I told you so" but I cant just be friends with her. What should I do. Its screwing up everything I do and want. I love her but cant be with her she claims she doesnt want to be with anyone now. I know everything is so much more complicated what I wrote hardly says it but gives you a idea about what it is. I don't know what to do.

I always want my blog to be visual am sorry that I am not having a good camera now but I definately will soon and fulfill your and my desires. I went to the RSA meet in the morning had lots of fun and even the StreetJets meet that too was amazing. And let me reenforce the fact that rains and pune roads suck and B&H Lights rocks!